Former
Hollywood executive Cindra Ladd, the wife of Oscar-winning producer and former MGM
Chair Alan Ladd Jr., is the latest woman to come forward against
the star after opening up about one specific night she spent with the comedian
36 years ago in a personal essay published on The Huffington Post.
"In
1969 I met Bill Cosby while working in New York for the late film producer Ray Stark," Ladd
began in the piece. "I was a 21-year-old single woman in the world's most
exciting city. He was a 32-year-old internationally known comedian and
television star, one of the most likeable and popular entertainers in the
business. He asked for my number and I gave it to him."
Ladd explained that she and her roommate at the time would hang
out with Cosby, who was married, and nothing out of the ordinary would occur,
so she didn't think anything of it. But then things allegedly changed.
"One night we were going out to a movie. We agreed to meet at
an apartment that he said belonged to a friend of his. I had a terrible
headache but didn't want to cancel the evening. He told me he had a miracle
cure his doctor had given him that would get rid of the headache. He went into
another room and came back with a capsule. I asked a couple of times what it
was. Each time he reassured me, asking, 'Don't you trust me?' Of course I did.
This was Bill Cosby."
However, Ladd claims in the essay she woke up the next morning
with a "vague recollection of feeling like I was floating" during the
previous night's activities, but added, "What I do recall, vividly and
clearly, is waking up the next morning nude in the bed of his friend's
apartment and seeing Cosby wearing a white terrycloth bathrobe and acting as if
there was nothing unusual," she wrote. "It was obvious to me that he
had had sex with me. I was horrified, embarrassed and ashamed. There was a
mirror above the bed, which shocked me further."
Ladd wrote that after some "awkward small talk" she left
the apartment and "broke down crying" in the elevator on her way out.
"It never occurred to me to go to the police," she revealed. "It
was a different time and 'date rape' was a concept that didn't exist. I just
kept asking myself over and over in disbelief why this had happened to me.
Other than my roommate, I did not discuss that night with anyone for 36
years."
She also mentioned, "This is the first time I have chosen to
speak out about that night. It is also the last time I intend to address it
publicly. I have no plans to sue, I don't want or need money. I have no plans
for a press conference or for doing any interviews."
So why speak out now? "The simple answer is that it's the
right thing to do. The truth deserves to be known. As I write this, more than
20 women have come forward, many with stories that are remarkably similar to
mine."
Ladd continued, "After having done a lot of work on myself, I
realize that we are only as sick as the secrets we keep. Once those secrets are
spoken aloud, even if to just one person, they lose their power. I no longer
feel the shame that kept me silent. Yes, I could have told my story years ago,
and in hindsight I probably should have. It's time now that my voice be added
and to finally pull the curtain back from this dark moment in my life."
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